there are places up here we can hide
somewhere only we can find
- rachel platten, astronauts
(Today I'm going to do something that I almost never do: talk about my life. And thus, a hush falls over the crowd! Shock and awe consume them as the blogger begins her story...)
It wasn't until last year that I realized that I am a city girl. Born and raised in one, I don't know why I thought I would ever be anything different, but being in a small town made me realize how city-esque I am.
Sure, you won't find me in Manhattan (but that's mostly because I have no money to go there or buy Hamilton tickets), and the city I live in is small in comparison to other big cities (i.e., Manhattan or Denver).
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| Denver is cool! |
Because of this, I guess I always thought I was disqualified from being a city girl since I didn't exactly live in NYC.
Hahaha. No.
When I went to Oregon in September of 2015, it hit me how much of a city girl I am--mostly because I saw a lot of things that I don't usually see. I did see Portland, which is amazing and gorgeous.
But then, I spent a night in a small coastal town, and after that, I spent most of my time in the middle of a secluded forest. I saw sheep. I saw goats. I saw dirt roads. When I went to sleep, it was so quiet--no traffic outside. No sirens. Just silence.
But then, I spent a night in a small coastal town, and after that, I spent most of my time in the middle of a secluded forest. I saw sheep. I saw goats. I saw dirt roads. When I went to sleep, it was so quiet--no traffic outside. No sirens. Just silence.
And I did love it. But when I'm in the city, I remember that I love that too.
Case in point: April 9th. My friend G and I went to see Newsies in Denver. We parked on the very top of a parking garage, and it was gorgeous. I felt like I was in Manhattan. In an episode of Daredevil, to be exact.
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I was reminded of that day on July 4th, when my family and I went to the roof of a parking garage to watch fireworks. The breeze was amazing, and it felt thrilling to be so high. (When I didn't look down, at least.)
Don't get me wrong: I'm a mountain soul, and the ocean speaks to me.
I love the forest. I love trees. I love being in solitude and nature and peace.
But does that mean I hate the city? Heck no.
There's this feeling of the city--the sounds, the lights, the air. It's kind of hard to describe, but it's something I love.
There's a weird feeling of being so small. You feel tiny and you remember that life isn't all about you. You are just one small part in an overwhelming story.
And that's why, even if I move to the coast or the country, I will always come back to the city because I always leave a little bit of my heart there. I always can't wait to go back.
all the world's a stage,
and all the men and women merely players;
they have their exits and their entrances,
and one man in his time plays many parts
- shakespeare
i left my heart in metropolis!
- owl city
Cities sometimes get a bad rep, but being a city girl is seriously underrated. I love the lights, the noises, and the feeling of being a part of something bigger than myself. I love the city. And I'm okay with that.
neon heart, day-glo eyes
the city lit by fireflies
they're advertising in the skies
for people like us
- u2
